Dear Readers,
It's been so long since I've wrote to you and it breaks my heart. I love writing my thoughts and about my day and sharing it with all of you.
Things have been pretty crazy this month from the musical "Sister Act The Musical" that I am performing in opening on the 4th and we perform every night except on Sundays and then also prepping everything for my move down to St. George Utah this coming month.
The show is going great and I have had so many people come to support me and show their love.
I feel like it makes me perform better as an actor when I know those I love are out there.
I love that feeling of the lights hitting my face and feeling the energy of my audience.
It is truly magical.
(My friend's Julie and Ashley after one of my performances)
Everything for my move seems to be going pretty smoothly as well.
Here is what I have gotten done so far:
1) Found an apartment
2) Decided on my classes for Fall semester
3) Applied for jobs and set up multiple job interviews
Yay me! #adulating
I am so excited yet scared for this move and here is why...
I know no one where I am going. I have been down there only a handful of times and do not know the city. I also have never lived on my own.
It scares to me because well... what if I fail? What if I get horrible grades and I make no friends? What if I let God down?
I am doing this move for Him. He has told me for years to move down there and I never listened and did what I wanted and I know that is wrong. I've changed and I know that without a doubt I am suppose to be in Saint George, UT. I don't know why but I will go because He has asked me to.
Last night I felt so down and anxious about everything. I decided to pray for strength and guidance to help me with this journey and this morning... this morning I felt such a peace and joyful.
I received two calls for two more job interviews!
He is already answered so many of my pleas through prayer and He is doing it again.
I love Him so much and I am so excited for what I have going on in my life. I am growing and becoming a better version of myself.
Go me!
I know some of you may not believe in God or anything for that matter and that is okay!
I just want you to know that you have a purpose and that you WILL achieve great things.
You are more than any limitations you may have and you are a WARRIOR.
Please remember this my lovelies.
Comment below a fear you had and that you were able to conquer.
I would love to hear! (:
Love,
Nathan
